"When i wrote this i was going through the very worst time of my life. It is a song about me, how i see myself and my future.
It was also probably the hardest song to write because i kept having to stop because it really made me think about my life.
Not in a sad way, but it just made me think. I wrote this when my parents wanted to kick me out and it sort of shows in the lyrics.
" - Evan
Fan Interpretations
"i like the lyrics a lot, probably because i can relate to them most. i
think this song is about a relationship...for me between my father
and i. the song being about how the child wants to be loved and to be
significant to someone\anyone but can't because of the mistakes
they've made, or think they've made. having friends, having family
yet feeling sickeningly alone. having this feeling but not being able
to express it because you have this image...but when u do tell how u
feel, others hear you but never listen. they don't understand, or are
they even trying? having goals set by someone else, that u know u can't
reach, but u try.. but only to be kicked to the ground again. its no
surprise. and then one day your fed up, with
yourself, with everyone else...so you decide to take your life. it's
your final decision, and with this you also know that no one will miss
you, or question what u did, cause you've known all along that he\she
never did care...although others said they did.
i'm not too good with putting words on paper, but those are my thoughts."
sonia